“Like a vision of hovering, mystical reality that captures
the eye when you shut your eyelids tight and rub your fists against them… then
open your eyes, the image fades, and nothing typical can restore that image, no
description, no poetry… the only way to recreate the vision is to shut your
eyes and rub again…”
Mylinda knew that these moments came and went with her
husband every couple of months, and like she had done for the many wandering
rants before, she continued straightening her hair in the mirror.
“I mean, I don’t understand it either. Think I should go to one of those dreams
doctors?” Will seemed to indicate that
this wasn’t a rhetorical question.
“But didn’t you say you have been awake when having these,
what would you call it – flashbacks?”
“Yeah, for a few of them.
I don’t know if they would be flashbacks. I mean, I guess I can’t say they aren’t. You know how many times I have said I don’t
remember my junior year. Maybe it is
drug related. Maybe I did some crazy
shit that year that has been coming back in waves.”
The hair process was finishing. She turned to look directly at Will who was
sitting on the closed toilet lid with his face somewhat hidden and supported by
his spread hands.
“Maybe you did. Why
would it matter? Can’t you just chalk
these up to, like, just bad dreams?”
“I would if it would stop coming back to me. Or at least make a little sense.” Will paused.
The rant was dying down. “Well,
whatever.”
With frustration, he left the bathroom to finish getting
ready next to his ironing board in the spare bedroom like normal, but then
turned around and came back. Mylinda
was nearly done with this conversation because it was causing her to be late. Will began again.
“Remember how I got that invitation from my old fraternity
to visit for the 35th anniversary and my 15 year reunion on the same
day?” Mylinda knew where this was
heading. “What if I am supposed to go
back? I know a lot of the guys I went
through with are going back this year and I think the chapter wants to do some
ceremony for me since I am one of the ‘big donators’ now.” Will quoted with his fingers but she saw that
bit of pride in being called that. He
tucked his hands back into his folded arms and leaned against the doorframe.
“Ok. But I thought you put it in the recycling?”
“I did, but I got another invitation on Facebook the other
day. What would you say to letting me
get back for a weekend - just me this time.”
Will was taking a big risk here.
He knew the prospects were slim, since their kids seemed to need both
parents to get through the weekends normally.
“You mean going to hang out with all your college buddies
who do all that stupid shit and most have already been divorced?”
“Only three of them are divorced. And all of them are thirty-something and
chilled like us now. So it wouldn’t be
stupid crazy. I think I could really try
to get some things sorted out on the drive and maybe get some stories from them
about my missing year. Plus the
fraternity just added on to the house and you know how much I love that
spaghetti pie from Piorelli’s.”
“Have you been plotting out asking me about this
anyway?” She seemed teasing but adamant
with her question.
“No. I just now
decided. I really think I should
go. I think it’s something I really need
here.”
Exasperated that his rant had turned to this, she turned
back to the mirror to weigh it out.
“What weekend is that?”
“Two weeks from now.”
“Think you could get a hotel room that easy? And isn’t that Sam’s first soccer game of the
season?”
Will could feel her weakening. “Sam’s first game is that
following weekend, and yes, easy hotel.
I bet the guys will all be staying at the Shamrock, and that place never
fills up until late each night. I could
just split a room with one of them anyway.”
“Would you leave after work or come home first?”
“Up to you, but you hate me driving the curvy roads at
night. I could get there by dark if went
straight there.” He was almost
there. Reasoning was his friend. The three hour drive would be perfect timing
for dinner and drinks with everyone.
“And you would call and let me know when you got there?”
“Of course.”
“Not just text me?”
“Baby, seriously?”
Will moved behind her, wrapped his arm around her in a sort of victory
hug. “I will have my phone on me the
whole time and can call you whenever you wish.”
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“And that’s all it took?”
Doc looked back to Will tipping back his second Sam Adams in the last
five minutes.
“Yeah. I guess I don’t
ask for much for myself and she empathized.”
Nick finally chimed in, “Wish my wife had been as easy.”
“She was that easy. That’s why she isn’t your wife anymore,”
Doc shot back with a smirk. “Boom!”
and unlike other stories I have started, i actually have this one mostly framed out...
ReplyDeletenow that i think about it, i have some others worked out but not to the depth i have in this one...
boom. how long have you been waiting to put those last two lines into a story?
ReplyDeletegood stuff there, though. i'm interested in reading further.